belated stars and whatnot

dec 1: houston and varick
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i know i’ve been lagging. i’m sorry. i’m just so fucking weary i can barely get my head off the pillow everyday. but all is beautiful in spite of me.

dec 2: 9th st and 1st ave
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i think it’s been about a year since i’ve started noting the stars of the city. i kinda want to start looking for something else now, but sometimes shit just has to come to me. i can’t go looking for it.

dec 2: 9th st and 1st ave
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i’m letting myself relax a little. aganst my better judgement, mind you. i’m sick of my knee-jerk defenses. i feel tiny and on the verge of tears and ready to beat the crap out of anybody who looks at me the wrong way.

believe it or not, for me, this is relaxed.